I think something we did in class that I really enjoyed was the first formal assignment. I really liked that we had options, and that one of them was a fan-fiction piece. I’m a creative writer, so it was cool getting to do it. I felt like I could show my writing skills to the best of my ability. It was difficult at first, I haven’t written in since high school and the assignment had to be based off something already written. I’ve never written fan fiction before, so it was a new form for me. But I ended up having fun with it.
I wrote my piece based on “The Redeployment,” which was interesting to write on. I’ve never written anything with content regarding or containing anything militaristic. I have no knowledge of what the experience of being a vet or what it’s like being back home. I was nervous about re-writing the ending because I wanted to stay true to the themes of the story and have it still realistic. I decided that I wanted to do something dark, as that sort of thing is what appeals to me as a reader and writer. I wasn’t sure what the plot was going to be as I started to write, but eventually ended up having him commit suicide at the end. I was hesitant to post the piece at first. I don’t tend to share my creative work that much if I can help it, especially about a serious topic like suicide. Writing the fan-fiction piece also helped remember my passion for writing. I know that looking at my site you probably wouldn’t know this, but I love writing. Growing up as a shy kid, I had a lot of difficulty expressing myself. That’s why my interests gravitated towards the arts, including musical theater, singing, and writing. Like I said earlier, I haven’t written since high school, which was almost two years ago. I wanted to continue to write, but could never could the drive and motivation to do it once I didn’t have to do it for a grade. So, getting to do this assignment allowed me to re-ignite my passion for writing, and hopefully I’ll continue to work on my writing skills and improve. I was drained after writing this assignment, both emotionally and mentally. I’ve struggled with mental health issues for a good portion of my life, including depression and anxiety. But it also felt good completing the assignment. I know what it’s like to struggle, to be in a dark place and not know if I’ll reach the other side. I still have dark periods sometimes, I still struggle. I felt like I could connect with Price and what he’s feeling, even though I’ve never been in the military. I know suicide is a serious and depressing topic; I could have done a more hopeful approach. But I just felt like suicide was the right option in the end. It’s areal problem for vets who’ve come home from war.
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